I hope you are doing okay. You could always email your homework into your teachers, that sometimes works. Our maybe you could do something with the DRC. If you want to cry, just do it. I think sometimes grossly sobbing is the only way to feel better about some things. I wont think any less of you if you need to cry. It’s probably been too long since you cried anyways. and Everyone deserves a good cry.
You did your best. ;)