#Benedict#I can’t stand your acting#you are cutting my heart out#the fucking endless and deep sadness in his eyes and a tiny movement#betrays him for what he is#not a sociopath#but a young man#a loner who finds it hard to relate to people#isolated and mocked but#still willing to work for rather than against them#maybe out of self-interest#the excitement of the chase#of the game#but still#he could turn his back on them and wreak his revenge#he may be on the side of the angels but he isn’t one#fuck how terrible it must be for him#to be surrounded by people#whose actions and personalities are so alien to him#but he is the one who is alien#and he’s often told so#but as I said he still solves the crimes#even among a workforce that hates him#’freak’#he should get credit where credit is due#and finally John Watson is giving it to him#in every possible variant available#to the English language
oh goddammit this is back on my dash
rip out my heart why don’t you
WHY THIS ON CHRISTMAS MORNING. WHY.
why are you perfect in every way conceivable